I am a transwidow. I was married for a long time to a man who suffered from male late-onset gender dysphoria or \u201cautogynephilia\u201d. In 2006 he finally walked out on me and his family, leaving behind emotional and financial turmoil. The man I thought I had married had mentally \u201cdied\u201d long ago or never existed at all. He was a very confused biological man. \u201cWidow\u201d implies the end of a man’s life and grief \u2013 grief because he had no insight at all into his confusion.<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n This was in 2006. I was divorced from him in 2014, and our two children barely remember the man I married except from photos. Although he traveled past our door many times on his way to the Gender Identity Clinic at Charing Cross Hospital for three years, he never once visited us. Of course I never guessed any of these events when I married him in 1992.<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n A few months before we were married my now dead ex-husband asked me: \u201cDo you believe in androgyny, the idea of a third sex?\u201d We were in a busy restaurant, I had no idea why he asked this question and, when I looked back with a blank expression, he immediately dropped the subject. He rightly understood that I would never suspect that he suffered from a life-long hidden mental disorder. It was a malicious question. He was checking that he could go ahead with his plan to deceive me. It was the most glaring of his \u201cambiguous\u201d utterances, which I now know to be narcissistic teasing, and which silently amused him. Others included assertions that he had \u201csmall feet\u201d and \u201cshapely legs\u201d for a man. I now understand that these snippets revealed his diagnosis, but I was not suspicious at the time because I was not trained in psychiatry. His bizarre and highly unusual statements were rare and his behaviour seemed mostly within a normal range. And I was not looking for reasons not to marry this charming, intelligent, well-educated man who was very attentive to me.<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n There are only a handful of websites written by and for transwidows. It took me time to write in a sustained calm voice after years of psychological abuse followed by divorce which was a return to conflict. My slow recovery started the moment he revealed, in 2006, that he was a \u201ctranssexual\u201d, because I was able to start an emotional and scientific investigation. I wanted to understand the psychiatry and physical medical consequences of his condition. I knew that I bore no blame whatsoever for his pre-existing disorder. But first I had to accept the fact of his premeditated deception, as described above. It is not an easy truth to absorb and bounce back from! I read and I read so much that I learned a PhD\u2019s worth of psychiatry, especially \u201cgender identity ideology\u201d and contrasting \u201cgender criticism\u201d. <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n I think that we are now returning from the hysteria of \u201cpeak Trans\u201d. Through the 2010s western media fell over themselves to reveal to a confused world the \u201cnewly discovered\u201d mental disorder of gender dysphoria and the supposed existence of \u201cgender identity\u201d. Some critical voices in right-wing publications like \u201cThe Spectator\u201d and \u201cThe Daily Telegraph\u201d questioned \u201ctransgender lives\u201d as a fashion or lifestyle choice. They looked closer, especially at confused children called \u201ctrans kids\u201d. Sex, oh sex! Why is it always so difficult to face squarely the biological reality of sexual reproduction in human animals? It never changes, nor does the embarrassment. The judge at first instance in the Maya Forstater case<\/span><\/strong><\/a><\/span> (Dec 2019) couldn\u2019t face it, but thank God the judge at Appeal in 2021<\/span><\/strong> declared that a legal “belief” in the material reality of sex (real, binary, immutable) is quite normal, and “worthy of respect in a democratic society”. This is important especially for vulnerable young people who panick and try to avoid puberty and growing up, using drugs which were never meant to permanently derail the natural growth of the child into adulthood. Until just now (2024) Stonewall and Mermaids celebrated \u201crainbow genders\u201d (more accurately sexual hybrids) and main stream media repeated utter nonsense for years. On the other hand in 2017 <\/span>Mumsne<\/span><\/strong>t<\/span><\/strong> and other thoughtful and sympathetic people remembered that the transitioning men have left behind wives and children. They understand the trauma and moral outrage of the abandoned women. They understand that transitioning men manipulate their wives by “gas-lighting<\/a><\/span><\/strong>“, and their children<\/span><\/strong><\/a> by emotional inces<\/strong>t<\/span><\/a>. <\/span><\/p>\n As a transwidow I accuse psychiatrists and surgeons of corrupt complicity with their gender dysphoric patients. I accuse them of not exploring the psychological history of their patients and their co-morbidities because they have allowed themselves to be trapped by their patients’ delusion. I accuse them of not stating biological truth to their patients. I accuse them of inhuman coldness to the abandoned families of their patients – usually not even acknowledging their existence let alone their reasonable emotional concerns! I accuse them of failing to describe and condemn the emotional abuse which their autogynaephilic patients inflict on the patients’ family. It\u2019s time for transwidows to speak up, be heard and influence the global debate<\/span>.<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" In defence of biological reality I am a transwidow. I was married for a long time to a man who suffered from male late-onset gender dysphoria or \u201cautogynephilia\u201d. In 2006 he finally walked out on me and his family, leaving behind emotional and financial turmoil. 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